apologetically dressed in the best

Friday, November 17, 2006

if youve got nothing to hide then youve got nothing to live for.

i think the best feeling ever is feeling nothing from something someone says to you- finally accomplishing that goal of being immune and having moved on. once the dust settles and theyre left behind then they will have no choice but to let go too.

despite what john grisham tries to tell us in his newest book- you can only be convicted of a crime if its actually a crime and your actually guilty. inno(non)sense until proven guilty.

all the shit ive been put through would clog new york city sewers. i hope they take you away, lock you up and throw away the key(board).

love isnt a word to throw around like a baseball until you break someones window/heart- take a time out until youre t(old) enough to play the game. you cant blackmail your way into forever. pick up the pieces that i made fall apart from your grand scheme and put them back together in a different way. youll see your better off(the deep end).

tomorrow the city lights will pass by in a blur on the way to my job the way they always do-
life will go on without you so you can go on without me.

you have to open up your hands to let go, so hold one out to someone else. if you hold it out to me ill just slap it away.

...ever read that story about the guy that could only say 100 words a day, and by the end of the day he always made sure to save three words for his girlfriend, and he would sit in silence and listen to her breathing if he had run out of words. maybe i just made that up but it sounds like something that is real.

it doesnt matter how cold it is outside if it is always july in your mind. i just want to know what its like to fall in love.