yawns echoing in an empty room in an empty head

There are times where you wanna ask "Do you really like her or are you just bored" but you don't because you don't want to know the answer. Have I ran out of time or gained more? Honesty will kill us all. And all heros are alone until they've made a name for themselves. No one cares about construction of the building just how tall it stands at the end. Just the final product. And losing you was like gaining a clear view of how it really is, how it never really was. No hand to hold at all but no hand to hold me down or back. Losing you was like realizing you were never there in the first place. So how do you miss something that you never even had? A year ago you were just like how I am now, and now you hate me for it. Funny how when the table turns you forget what side you are on. Ill probably delete this in the morning..