apologetically dressed in the best

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

i dont believe the sun really rises anymore.

the room got 5 degrees colder before you even left, and even colder once you were gone. now that the rose colored glasses gone my eyes have lost their shine, my heart has lost its hope. whether i move forward or not at this point is trivial. the last time i saw a spider crawling in the hallway i let it go on, for i know that i might not. life should be somewhere, if it doesnt exist within me. i shut the cover and every color image changed to gray.