finally figured out how "every breath you take" could be about death

think of it as two parts.
as a spirit, a ghost, looking down on their spouse that lives on without them.
and the widows life is rendered impossible to live without them because they stay on their mind.
weighing on every decision,
every breath they take.
even subconsciously.
like the whole point of someone dying and becoming a ghost is they are a restless spirit..
miserable. unable to go to heaven and not in hell but still feeling like they are anyway.
the person they loved living on without them would be a reason to be restless. for their soul to become a ghost.
but i digress.. i kinda still hope its about stalking anyway.
probably thinking too much into it.
but sting was a teacher at oxford, so maybe he did too.

anyway..
you are supposed to live without regret.
you are supposed to take chances.
funny how it seems impossible to do both.
you are supposed to forgive and forget.
yet not regret.
yeah i'm just not seeing the logic, sorry.
two wrongs don't make you right.

all i can do is wake up every day and fall asleep at night.
the rest in between is never up to me.