seeing "ERROR" logged in from your blackberry is never good

weird how the randomist things put a whole new perspective on how you see life. and how luck is based on how happy/unhappy you were before it hit you. i have taken advantage of people without meaning to, i am selfish for no reason but i am aware and i am sorry. nothing is useful if its not being used, no matter how important it is. blankets must hate the summer. weird how something with so much importance is only useful some of the time. i am lucky, and even better? i am thankful. and no they're not the same, not even close. you can tell someone how they should feel but never what they feel. sometimes it takes being in a different position in the situation to see it clearly. i have and i am more sorry for ever doing that than you could know. this is the point of the movie where all the tricks are revealed and you feel stupid for missing them- but luckily it is far from over and there's still some time to make things right.