you vote democrat or republician, you dont vote wrong or right

this is supposedly a place to get away from your problems-
supposedly.

its what they say but ive yet to see it be anything but a cause of them. i dont understand the dramatics involved with the internet. and yet it seems like im always in the center of all of it. i always want to be right when im wronged. and to have someone see it from my view even when im only seeing one side too.

oh well.

its not like this is the first time in history someone innocent has been proven guilty- and its not like its going to be the last either. i don't want to play the game of "he said she said" to win anything if i'm dragging everyone down with me. fighting to save a crew vs fighting to save one life. i'll just lose more in the end if i choose the latter.

you cant just roll your eyes behind a computer screen- no one will see it. you have to hit caps locks and post public entries. hold down shift, 1111 if you have to but thats even breaking some sort of code of the internet. no one uses "!" except for newbz and like forrest kline. basically i think some people get upset for the novelty of it. they wear it like an accessory on their way to fitting in. the fact it looks good to hurt from something everyone thinks was bad.

bandwagons arent just for bands anymore.

"i was sad to lose your friendship" changes to "how bad you fucked me over" it makes you look more human than you are- to overreact, instead of just having one line in the script, they steal the spotlight and play the victim.

sometimes a liar is just a contradiction trying to find the truth. and with there being the "right" and "wrong" things to say, one can often be mislead between "right" and "right now".

though some good did come out of tonight, some bad. the good is always just enough to make me look forward to tomorrow by the time my head hits the pillow. and the bad is always already forgotten by the time i pick it back up.

i guess the only way you really lose a friend is to hang onto one that is already gone.