the town is alive and hell without you

what it should be: you should mean as much as you let me.
and what it is are never the same.
you never show me what i mean to you, only what i don't.
wish i was born with thicker skin.
maybe i should learn a little something from you:
not caring about anyone but myself.
this can be the first lesson.
everyone will let you down but yourself so if you never expect much out of yourself you'll never be let down.
people stare at car wrecks cause either-
it's something more messed up than they are, or
just that they can relate
at the end of the day i think we all just need someone to need us.
hands and hearts never matter as long as they belong to someone that's true.
hope you remember what it's like to be the only one at night awake but still dreaming anyway.
everything is about curtains and shadows anymore.
pages you skip past and being 5 minutes late.