i love what i know about you, i don't have to know it all

no one ever tries to look for someone new, just a replacement. remember that.

i wouldn't say i'm bitter, just spiteful. you deserve every bad thing that ever happens to you and i only read your aways to make sure they still are. eventually i won't even care, i think i'm leaning towards it now. funny how liars always seem to have the best things to say- maybe that's why i've let them hang around more than someone that is honest. honest is boring usually. the only things ever worth being heard are always whispered into someone else's ear. anyways, it sounds kind of obvious but the best way to forget is to lose whatever makes you remember. that means tomorrow its time to delete logs, delete entries, throw away letters and hopes. i've got a past that i want to get past. after 3-4 times of being fucked over i usually figure out it's time to give up. i don't give up on people a lot, but i've finally given up on you. return the favor. i dunno, if i'm smart i'll just delete this when i wake up.

and just because they don't look, doesn't mean they won't still find it. i know that for a fact. the best things i've ever found were always on accident.

"stuck in the middle with you"