she pointed out the irony of me not being able to get a childproof pill bottle open.

someone doesn't have to be gone for you to miss them, they can be standing right in front of you.
or just there.
like tired eyes on someone else's sky.
tomorrow is going to be a long day and this year is already going by too fast.
i want to pause everything and catch up.
but i'm always putting things off, so- maybe later.
i don't want to mess up but i keep repeating myself.
i want to live the life you're dying to get out of.
like if i was in your shoes i could be you so much better.
or at least a better version.
at least better than me.
i dunno anymore.
took enough ibuprofen i don't even have the option to think right now.

please note: what i do and say will never change because you shake your head or type something mean on the screen. i'm only a problem if you pay attention to me. no one ever told you you had to. and i'd like it if you stopped. am i the only one that ignores and avoids people i don't like?

me: ::insert me being genrally crabby and hard to deal with here::
her: you're cute when you're like this

she can turn my moods aroudn.