finding comfort in finding old friendships and in losing old friends.

there are millions of people out there, you might be one of them, but you're not one of a kind. you're not one in a million. if i want fucked over and lied to, i'm pretty sure a million other people would be glad to do the same things you have done to me. if you wanted to be unique and one in a million you could have been the one that didn't.

"our love's in jeopardy, baby."

i think you like to be chased and to be begged-
i like to be secure and know what side of the bed i'll be on every night,
and what bed at that.
every day i wake up it's more like "how" than why..

on the radio they said everyone was reportedly seeing jesus different places today. like on pancakes and in wallpaper. i didnt, but i saw 666 a few times. this leaves me feeling uneasy. or maybe the whole world is going to hell and ill be the only one saved. im not sure where i stand on if i feel like being away from everyone else would be a good or bad thing tho. i dont know if i like or hate everyone more than i like or hate being alone.