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Friday, February 20, 2009

i need a new one of these or none at all

post im most likely to disguard in a few days but i might delete this whole thing anyway. not sure.

movies ive dusted off (i never get around to watching movies) and finally watched for the first time this week:
-se7en was pretty good.
-gone in 60 seconds was slightly better than fast and furious mostly because it kind of had a plot. kind of.
-click was pretty good but stopped being funny and got pretty sad actually. or maybe im overly emotional right now. i dont think comedies are supposed to make you sad. i think i am programmed weird.
-the devil wears prada is better than i thought it would be but still not too great.
-the hulk sucked really bad i am not sure there was a point to it and normally i love super hero books. it had potential and edward norton. still not sure what happened there.

looking forward to xmen 4/prequel. it could be wolverine smoking a cigar for 3 hours whining and bitching and id be happy. i have no expectations for the film and cant possibly be let down.

this is probably the last post i will make here. i may or may not start a new blog. want a real place i can update.

you want what you dont have until you have it then you dont want it anymore. when you lose it you want it back.

i wish they sold focus and memories in pill form. i need to be more dedicated, stricter, and a hell of a lot less wavering.

gonna have my palms read again soon.

sometimes i depress myself with thoughts of things i cant control. i get hung up on being left out to dry. i want to take a vacation from my own head and maybe it would help with my writers block. sometimes i want to not feel anything again except for inspiration because i am in need of it. and i like when i can actually make other people happy. that is all that makes me happy anymore. being useful to someone else because im hardly useful to even myself anymore.